OMG! I want to cut my knee off.

Its been a week since my ACL surgery and I feel like ripping my leg out. I can't take this anymore,  I have completely been relying on everyone else and I cant stand it.
But , at least I have an excuse for staying in bed all day watching movies , and downloading complete series of shows to keep me entertained throughout the day.
Any suggestion of what else I should illegally download?