Class let out an hour early and now I am sitting here just thinking , listening to Audioslave ( Be yourself) and on my blog.
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Do you ever find yourself feeling not know what you want?
I found myself not wanting to do the relationship thing and therefore broke it off with my ex. How can i commit when I am not 100% sure of what i want? Then after that these awesome guys are walking into my life. Guys on a whole different level , goal oriented, passionate about what ever they do and gentlemen to the fullest. Just when i thought I wanted to be single.
AHHH!story of my life.
But the reality is that I have decided that I will live each day at a time and to the fullest. I nor anybody else knows what tomorrow holds. So, whats the point of trying to stress and think about what may happen manana (tomorrow)?
I am going to strive for happiness at all times, to follow the beat of my heart , to jump and take risk when I need to and to move on when there is no longer a need for me to be there.
Had my share of broken hearts, been lied and cheated on , back stabbed and betrayed by friends but still i won't hold no punches. Because what goes around is surely to come back around. Its not my place to get revenge.
Just being me thats all I can do....take me as I am.
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